lately i have been feeling more and mroe depressed,between bragging cosuisn about there boyfriends,to lieing friends.i feel cheated and hurt.im living on the outside but the thing is im alreayd dead on the inside.no one can save me.i cry teasr of blood (not really) and im always depressed. i'm tired of getting yelled at.im tired of being hit.i am tired of all the scars i have.im tired of the pain.it grows inside me.along with my empathy and my scizophranic mind.ppl dont ever understand me.they call me weird and crazy.but the truth is im not.im just tryign to control stuff i am still learning about.